AND JUST SO HE KNOWS FOR A WHILE I WASN'T ALIVE
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Suicide by Cop
Be my bottle of sleeping pills,
The carbon monoxide,
Or a gun in my hand.
Be my bridge I jump from.
It is a simple phrase,
All too inclusive.
Provide me one final service.
I leave you no other choice.
Frequently depression and rage as well.
Be my executioner.
The ultimate decision is up to you.
Who better than a police officer.
I am the bad guy. The perpetrator.
Pushed over the edge.
Everyday I feel dead.
It won’t be your fault.
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Every person has one secret that will break your heart.
7 comments:
Why do you want to die?
Because I know that I am mental ill, and I hate being this way. It’s not like it’s something I can just get over. It will forever be my life. Always feeling sad, hopeless, having insane thoughts, I’m pathetic.
They say people who are crazy don’t know that they are crazy, but what if they do know? It’s not like I haven’t been told a hundred times, especially by those in law enforcement, that I am crazy. If cops tell someone that enough times, even the craziest of people finally get the message.
That’s why I chose them to be the choice of my destruction.
What do you think it's going to do to the officer? Don't you think its going to affect him too?
It won't affect the officer at all. I'm going to piss some of them off so much, that when they do the double tap to the center of my chest they won't hesitate twice. They will be doing a service.
Mm I wonder why are you so fucking obsessed with cops? I know about the motherfucker that rape you.. but why are you obsessed with their attention? Its like.. you see them as if they were your father, and you write things to get their attention
why????
I often ponder that question myself. I probably have the answer, but it's one of those things I won't share or admit.
We've decided to share... Only those who look deep will discover this secret that we've kept to ourselves. Over the next few post, each person will come forth ... hehehe (that was Tayla) ... and have a chance to explain why. Prepare to meet my other personalities.
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