Trying to not let myself drown

Death is Ugly

The pain is more intense than any cut I've ever made to my flesh.

A new flavor of pain.

I wanted to talk about it. 

Damn it. 

I wanted to scream. 

I wanted to yell. 

I wanted to shout it to the world. 

But all I could do was whisper, 

'I'm fine.' 

Every Day