Blame it on the heat, or my fucked up mind, but if I would have had my gun today, right now outside there would be several cars with their lights on. I feel like I’m losing my mind. I can’t stand being around certain people, without feeling the need to hurt them. I’ve gone on so many walks trying to gain a different perspective, which has helped some, anyway no one is dead yet. But now I’m having a lot of pain in my knees again, so long walks to relieve the stress will have to put on hold for a little while. For now, I guess it’s back to sitting on my ass, writing again and gaining back all the weight I’ve lost. FUCK!
I guess I will forever be the bad guy (girl).
Once again, hell is my home.
I am a poet of the body and soul;
Just trying to make my mind whole.
I got lost on the journey to find myself;
Like a forgotten book on a shelf.
The pleasures of heaven I write for temptation;
And the pains of hell are my private communication.
Vulgar and rude are prevalent to my writing;
This is why MsPsycho is so enticing.
A tempting snack specifically designed,
To help the mind leisurely unwind.
Push it hard, and run it deep;
Are wonderful words that help us sleep.
But don’t get to close to me,
Because all you’ll ever feel is misery.
There’s always a creature lurking in the distance,
Trying to end my miserable existence.
Let me feel the heat of your breath on my skin;
So I can feel alive once again.
Swirl your tongue around through my mouth,
Rinse it around and spit it out.
Cease my breathing and close my eyes,
So that I might once again unfurl my wings and learn to fly.
Just don’t let me get me;
For sometimes I just can’t see.
Life is a rollercoaster ride.... So ride that son-of-bitch until you puke!!
Go ahead... Piss me off... Blood looks stunning on white carpet!
Let’s cut our wrist and then burn down something.
Dreams come true, but so do nightmares.